There will come a time when you'll finally make sense of everything you've been through that only left you confused earlier. You'll feel a special kind of contentment deep inside your soul upon realizing you're living through all what you once prayed for – sometimes even so silently.

When you make it there (and you will, I promise) remember not to fall into the trap of thinking you're the one who made it happen.

It will always be Him. He planned it, He walked you through it, He granted you the patience you needed to survive, and He brought along the ease your heart desired exactly when it was the right time for you to experience it. It will always be Him.