Procrastination loop

My life is turning into an endless series of putting things off because I don’t have the energy to do them now, then having to carry the heavy weight of not being able to move them off my list all week long, until I finally get around to finishing them after it’s already too late (and I probably have to apologize to someone who’s involved and also carry the weight of not being able to find an appropriate reason to explain the delay), only to find out it was only going to literally take me five minutes had I decided to start right when I should’ve. But does that help me with the very next thing I come across on my list? Nope, because someone obviously needs to follow through with episode 100 of I-don’t-have-the-energy-to-do-this-now all over again. Most consistent series of my life.