Dear God
I say I love You
But then I turn back to sleep once my alarm‘s on for Fajr
I say I need You
But then I forget to start my day with even a slight bit of حمد
I say I trust You
But then I keep questioning my every unfortunate event
I almost turn silent
As I realize none of my words even make sense
But then You remind me to say I’m sorry
Then instantly open Your doors for me again
And lovingly allow me back in Your arms
No matter how for astray I might have gone
June 29, 2020