Here's a post of its own solely for the love of that one prayer that literally works like magic every. single. time. I lose something that seems to be impossible to find.

No matter how long I keep going around in circles, the minute I remember to say it, I literally feel the entire universe gathering its powers, everywhere, just to help me find my stuff and tenderly shush my racing thoughts. It's too heartwarming to realize I have someone who constantly looks out for me this way – no matter how absentminded I get, without asking for anything of me other than to remember to get back to Him whenever I need help. It's too heartwarming to realize I need nothing more than to truly believe in Him, for His powers to beautifully take over and have everything fall in place this way.

Sometimes it feels like He only has me looking around for my stuff most of the time just so I'd always remember to get back in touch with Him, feel this indescribable connection, and continue to remember that we are not in control, never were, and never will be.

And sometimes it feels like this prayer isn't just for materialistic stuff. Maybe it’s meant to work for the parts of me that I've lost over the years, too. Maybe my "dalla" is my “nafs". فاللهم يا جامع الناس ليوم لا ريب فيه، ردني إليك. (Bring me back to You.💗)

September 28, 2020